I have a girlfriend whom i love very much. . .[b]thats BASIC. . .in fact, i have never loved any lady besides her in my entire life and in the entire span of my relationship with her. (NB: I haven't said i have stopped loving her),
. . .but while i was in school, i had a very close female friend who's still my very good friend sha. . .
Here's the matter. . .It seems am losing control of my emotions. . .i have a strong likeness (don't know what to call it) and even fantasies about this girl (my school friend) due to our closeness even years after we graduated from the University. . .but the problem is that i don't even know what i want from her. . .MAYBE sex. . .and she has said clearly that she likes me as a friend but has never had the slightest pinch of feeling for me. . .
What really is my problem
How can I overcome it
I need to get back to straight thinking. . .Can anybody help me decipher what may be wrong with me