Ok I have this boyfriend(ex) who i love but these are his problems. He has cheated and i still feel he might cheat if we get married and i also have this guy whom i met, that is God fearing, a gentleman and seems like he would make a very good man but no connection or attraction as such. i would rather be with my ex/bf than him. i feel like i have to force myself to get attracted to him both physically, sexually and emotionally. Am i making a huge mistake?
Also this ex of mine happened to be much older, about 15 yrs older than i am, do you think if we eventually get married that such marriage would work?