hey fellaz i have this chik in my class,she's the apple of everybody's eyez and me i can say am an average guy with styles so i jus want to set my self aside other guyz,cos she gain alot of admiration from guyz everyday and we jus started our lecture jus 2weeks ago(but everybody knows about us in the class,some belive we re lovers).
now the problem is that am close to her but i realise that coming more closer to her will ruin my chance's with her if any, cos we came from the same state,so i started talkin 2 her the she dont like but i like it cos it set's me aside other guyz cos all the guyz showered her with compliments but me i tell her she something like"you are not straight forward,you are not trustworthy,i can't imagine myself or any responsible guy going out wit u in the public"stuff's like that,so jus last friday i said something that sound offensive that she has to walk out on me that "kai i can't belive my ears"so later i went up to her 2 xcuse her while a guy was talking to her i called her 2wice no ans,so i have to touch her and said "hey can i talk to u for a min" she said"y are u disturbing me now"
i didn't feel embrassed rather i went away laughing it off with my friend.
now , how can i let this girl to know how much i feel bout her and wat she does to me,and that's not true me that in my heart i so much adore her and i dont want to say it the usual way or neither do i need protocols.
i dropped a note with her today that i will not be coming to lecture's that she should be my eyez and ears in that class,and also apologized for what happened btw us last time so guyz what am i 2 do?? and how do i do it