I don't know where to start but let me just get straight to the point. I met this guy last year when I was in separation with the guy I dating for 2years then, talk about bad timing. So I told him that I'm in a long distance relationship(which I was), I never mention the break up because i still loved the guy(long dist bf) I was with then. So after 2months we together he became so jealous and start checking my every move including checking my fone. I got back with the guy(long dist bf) I was dating before I met him and if he sees a call or an sms from him(long dist bf), he would go crazy as if he didn't know about this other guy(long dist bf). I even had to lie to him and say I broke-up with the other guy(long distance bf). So this other night the guy(long dist bf) I was dating before him called me around 3am and kept calling about 4times. He went mad and left me after that. I told him how sorry I was for picking the call at that time. He was angry in a way that it was like I was cheating on him or something which I wasn't cause I told him that I had a boyfriend 1st time and he said he doesn't mind. Even though the reason why I dated him was because I was angry at the boyfriend(long dist bf) I was with at the time but I developed strong feelings for him and fell deeply in-love with him.
So now its been more than 3months since this happened and I even broke-up(4 real dis time) with the guy he left me for(its strange cause the reason he left was that he believed that I will never break up with this other guy(long dist bf) cause 1. I was with him for long time, 2. I loved him(long dist bf) more than i love him). And to be honest I wasn't gonna break my 2year r/s bcz of a 4months r/s but things worked out on their own, I found out the bf(long dist bf) i didn't want to dump was busy cheating on me wit a bunch of ladies. So me and the guy in question, we were still in-contact as friends. 3weeks back we met and he told me that he still loves me and all this time has not been easy for him so we decided to try again but take things slowly. But now its like things are too slow and its driving me crazy. I hardly see him or sometimes he will not call for the whole 2 days. He told me that he is still trying to find a way to trust me again cause I lied to him, and he don't wanna get hurt again and I understand that. But now how do I make him trust me again? I really want things to work this time.