Hi NLNDers, i just wanted to share a situation with u guys.
Its about one of my Ex, actually my First love. U know how it is with first loves. We met will in the University, i was just about getting to my 3rd year when she came in for Diploma. She is seriously mindblowing any day. Tall, beautiful, with hips/Butt that can send any man to his early grave.
I guess i was lucky to have quickly conerned her, as her friend she stayed with then was a good girlfriend of mine. We started off fine, just like Romeo and Juliet. Heads rolled when she walks by on the road (seriously literally speaking). I honestly like her so much i was in a fools heaven.
She was one of those chicks that was not to keen about studying,just to get the certificate. She was already into modelling and stuffs, so she was abit made on her own. she was the fun, outgoing type and some of my friends wondered why i was so inlove with her. They were of the opinion that i just enjoyed myself, by both of us just bleeping ourself and nothing more.
We bleeped each other at every chance we have.She taugth me more about sex and i was able to in turn practise. But i just wanted more than just sex.
We had our bad days as some of my friends told me of her escapade, some at parties outside school,etc. I once caught her with another guy, but she pleaded with me. My friends keep wondering why i'm still with her, not that i did not have my own flings (outside runs).
We were in the relationship for close to 2 and a half years when distance creeped into the relationship. I tried communicating but by this time she was so reluctant with the relationship, so she broke the ice and gave a lousy excuse to quit the relationship. It pained me alot but i had to move on. I guess all the while we were so immatured about everything. Moving along i couldn't get her off my heart, even being in different relationships after.
We later started commuincating once in a bluemoon, and gradually we started talking regularly and see once in a while.
The thing there is that i have this undying feeling for her, she is not in a relationship now and i'm not too.
I don't know if i should let her know how i feel about her, that i want her to be mine again, but i'm scared this may have a bad dent on our just closely friendship. She even got me a gift for my Bday.
Guys what should i do? I want her like a baby needs her mother!