Aight. It is like this. I dated this young woman about 2 1/2 years ago, and she fell madly in love with me. We first met through her mom whom I used to work with on my previous job. Well, she is a very sweet, beautiful and positive person and honestly I really liked her. However, for some reason I could never really feel that spiritually connected to her. I am a very deep and serious person, and I always think that the person who I am to be with should pocess a similar spiritual depth. Like, this girl is very fun to be around and everything like that, but I cannot really build with her the way that I would like to.
So, I broke up with her but chose to remain friends. Well, since we split, she still to this day wants terribly to get back together with me. She calls me several times every day, and sends countless messages saying how much she loves me and wants to be my wife. She even dated another guy for a while but broke up with him saying that I am the only man she wants to be with. I do actually believe her, and I feel that she would make a good and loyal companion, I am just confused. Her entire family (mom, sisters, brother, everyone) loves me as well and wants me to be with her. Her mom in particular wants to see us as a happy couple. The girl works, loves my music, and she is even a virgin (waiting for me, she says).
Now, I am wondering what to do. We have been talking alot lately, and I just feel like, *Blah*. Like, part of me says that she can't be the one for me while the other part of me feels like I may be about to miss out on a major blessing. I know that good women are somewhat hard to come by in these times, and I sorta feel that I should be with her because God has blessed me with this chance to have this amazing fine woman in my life. I don't know though. Am I being unreasonable? What should I do??
One Love, Magz aka Lonely Doo-wopper