Hi everyone.i am so sad as i am posting this but i just have 2 put myself together cos i desperately need ur advice.
I have been going out with my boyfriend 4 the past 4yrs.it actually started while i was still in secondary school then he was in 100 level and he is the only guy i have dated.i love him so much and he loves me a lot too but the problem is that he is too jealous.i am in 300level now and he recently just started working.he is always jealous whenever he sees me with another guy but i always feel that it is because he loves me so much and didnt pay much attention to it.
Most of all my hallmates in my school are guys and we always feel free with one another.atimes some guys can come and watch t.v in my room and vice versa and we even read together cs we aere all coursemates.recently,i was in my room with 1 of my hallmates,he was lying down on my bed we were actually reading when my boyfriend came in.he saw d guy and wtout even saying anything he jst dashed out.i went after him 2 explain 2 him but he jst entered his car and drove off.u can imagine the embarrassment in the presence of other students.i went back 2 my room in shame.the guy that was wt me was so sad that he caused me the trouble,he even wanted to call his no 2 explain 2 him so i gave him. i was crying in my room when i saw his no calling me.i didnt pick.then he sent a text message begging me dt d guy called him.he then came back 2 my house and started begging me dt he thought i was cheating on him.i made him promise me dt he wl not accuse me and dt he should trust me.he promised and travelled back to his place of work.
Things were going on smoothly until the day my cousin came to visit me in school.we were discussing when my boyfriend entered.i knew he was already angyr so i immediately wanted to inroduce my cousin to him.dt one was even smiling cos i had already been gisting him abt him.when i introduced him,he didnt even greet him so dt 1 lft.he then started accusing me of sleeping around dt i am always wt guys.dt rily got me mad and i told him 2 go 2 hell afteral we are not yet married so i can live my life.before i knew wt was happening,h slapped me the force was so much dt al my hallmates ran out.i fell on the ground.my friends started beging him 2 leave me alone and he left.i was already crying i was so ashamed of myself.ever since theh he has been begging me 2 4giv me because he later found out that the guy is truly my cousin he has even gone to my house to beg my parents,he has begged my hallmates.he snt some1 to tel me dt he is no longer concentrating at work.i stil love him very mch but i cant jst 4get the fact dt he beat me cos of something i didnt do and i know that if i 4give him,it will only take sometime before he starts accusing me again.people have been telling me 2 leave him but i cant live wtout him.do u guys tink i should accept him back?