Girls are very hard to understand. I, one of my friends and this girl(and another of her close friend) hang out togather since we all became friends. thats close to five weeks ago. Well i started to develop feelings for her because she is very preety, but i warded the feeling off as a crush hoping it would disapper with time. This never happened and i had to let her know what was happening. She said she was suprised because i never showed any sign of attraction towards her except of cordial friendship so that she needed time to think of it. That nigth we kissed and she took the gum from my mouth. it took her three days to make up her mind. within those three days, i used to see her at nigths and we hug tigthly and kiss each other but at the end, she finally told me she can't date me. i was very dissapointed because i was already into it. I asked her why and she said there are a lot of things on her head. she refused to share those things with me and said i should respect her privacy. I left her. i am not the type to pester a girl for love so i went to nurse my wounds.i stopped calling her out at nigth and tried to avoid seeing her so as not to open the healing wounds and she complained about that. i told her why i was doing so.
Well, there was an event going on in the school, much like a trade fair with a live stage, music groups singing, roller coaster and all that. she and her friend called me to go there with them and have a good time. i obliged. Througthout the whole event she was holding my hands and rode with me on the roller coaster still hugging me very closely. i could not understand what was happening. she even sat on my laps.
I don't really know what she wants. was she using me to ward other guys off (who have been disturbing her) or does she have feelings for me? Please i need your advice.