I really don't know where to start.
I met one before the other, started dating him, but along the way, we broke up, but we remained friends and I like him a lot. The most amazing thing about him is that He understands me better, He reads me, He knows when am happy or sad or when something is wrong with me, he knows what I like and what I don't like. I can feel it, I know he still loves me especially when we talk, sometimes, we quarrel but we make it up fast, although we are far from each other, most communication is made on phone and on the internet.He wants me back, He wants to marry me too although not too soon.I really don't understand my feelings about him, It seems I love him but I don't even know, I feel like being with him. He is from another tribe, he is a christian but he is not religious or let me say spiritual, a christian by name and he is the first son of the family with so many responsibilities.
The second guy is out of the Country, He is cool and nice, I like him too, He doesn't understand me, we argue a lot but we tend to settle it fast.He comes home once in a while to Nigeria, so I get to see him, but anytime we talk, He is more interested in sexual things, I mean, talking about sex and all and he has so many rules and he wants me to obey them and always do what he wants, he never considers what I want.I think or let me say I know he loves me and I love him too.He wants to marry me and wants me to come meet him out of the country soon. He is nice, but he doesn't respect my wishes.When I talk, He says am selfish because I don't want to do his wish but He is not doing mine.we are of same tribe, He is a christian and also he doesn't have responsibilities.
Seriously, I am confused, IS it possible to love two men at a time? Which one is love? I don't know.
Please, Help me out.