i dont know y av neva been lucky with guys and relationships. its either i love d person and he doesnt or he loves me and i dont reciprocate his feelings. am so confused. av had two relationships so far, the first, i loved him wholeheartedly but he travelled out of the country without telling me, d second one was a long distance relationship, i couldnt stand it becos he wasnt making any move for us to see, so i quit. And there isa guy that has been asking me out for the past 2 years but am not in love with him, he loves me to a fault but i just cant reciprocate his feelings, honestly, i couldn't deceive him coz i didn't just love him!
I never thot i could love again,
Finally, i met some1 who i thot loved me so much, i loved him BADLY! he made me fall in love again and i trusted him! am a kind of person that loves some1 with my entire being, i loved this guy so much!!!! i did things that i thot i could never do for this guy, i sacrificed some things, went tru risks, infact i almost lost my vir*** to him, (i thank God it didnt Happen). But what happened? he suddenly called me one day to tell me his girlfriend had come back from a trip, (a girl he never told me about!) he told me as if it wasnt a serious thing, infact he said it so easily, He dumped me like a pack of cards!
I was so sad! I almost lost my mind! but i thank God for his mercies!
Now i just can't seem to trust guys! i dont think i can even bring myself to love again! its been 2 months now!
I feel so lonely with a broken heart! i nd someone to love me but i just dont think i can find love,
dis brought me to d question "WOULD I EVER FIND LOVE