I used to live a wild life as a teenager. I used to drink go to clubs and do the normal teenage stuff not pleasing to God. After finishing school I gave my Life to Jesus Christ and served him for 3 years. There were temptations along the way, but I was truly committed and would never be caught off guard.
Last year a wonderful boy came along and we fell in love. He wanted to marry me, but my parents did not approve. I was blinded by love and eventually I fell into sexual sin. We are still together, but I have this sadness deep inside.
I regret turning my back on Christ. I cry everytime I think of the life I had before. I used to worship God and was the lead singer in church. I've dissapointed everyone, but most of all I dragged the name of Jesus Christ through the mud. How do I get back up again and what about my boyfriend?