Hello Good People, I decided to post this here because i need good counsel.
Before i met my girl friend last year, i have lived for years without having sex with anybody, i fear that i might offend God, so i tried to live the best way i can to please God, that was before November last year when i met my gf and we started dating each other, honestly i dont know what pushed me into a relationship in the first place, I took her to my friends house one day and we made love, i realised i have sinned and i prayed silently for forgiveness, we did it several times after that day, and i found out that each time she comes around as soon as we start romancing i end up having sex with her, i found it very difficult to control my flesh, i wnted to stop the relationship, but i fear it might hurt her. But i know deep down myself that i am hurting myself even more, yet i cld not quit. I thaught it was becuase of my love for her until i met another girl and the same thing happened,
The truth is I FIND IT VERY DIFFICULT TO CONTROL MYSELF ANYTIME I AM WITH A GIRL. And it hurts me. Each time i have sex, i prayed for forgiveness from God, yet i keep repeating it, i am tired, i dont know how long i am going to keep asking for forgiveness, yet i still commit the same sin, Please i need you guys to advice me on what to do, I WANT TO LIVE A SEX FREE LIFE, I WANT TO DO AWAY WITH SEX & WOMAN, this is not just a write up, but from my heart, i know i sincerely need help, i have not discussed this with anybody before, i feel i might get better response from you guy,
I need candid advice from you guys